Monday, October 26, 2009

Empty faces.

Today went all right. Typical classes: psychology, english, and a&p. I never learn anything in my psych class and now I'm having a hard time starting my paper. It's not the class, I think more of the teacher. After school I had a senior meeting at the high school talking about graduation and ordering our cap and gowns! Way crazy how fast high school is flying by so quickly...

Got to spend time with my favorite person in the world, Justin.
He took the day off of work just to be with me! How considerate, right?
Well randomly I received this phone call from a lady who told me...

"I would like to congratulate you for getting into PLU."

My first college acceptance. I was thrilled. Heart racing. Adrenaline rushing. I wanted to jump up and dance but I had to keep my composure. I was surely excited to surprise my parents...

But their faces looked like ghosts. No changes in facial expression. No "good job" or anything. It was the saddest moment of my life. Well... in a long time anyways. At that moment I wanted to break down into tears but I couldn't show them my pain. I couldn't let them see me hurt. But Justin was there for me and just encouraged me to keep my head up.

Since I haven't done anything really productive all day... I'm making it up now. Probably staying up pretty late to do some homework. Start on psych paper and study for my a&p exam on Wednesday. I still feel numb. I feel like I'm nothing to my parents. But I know that God is happy for me. It's cause of Him that I am where I am now.

God is good, all the time.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Life's too busy.

I haven't been on here in the LONGEST time!
I thought it would've been cool to update this daily with my life and thoughts but I just don't find the motivation to do it anymore. Or time.
or maybe because mine just isn't as cool as Ryan's lol :)

I don't know how to make mine look all pretty and nice but oh well.

Other than my lack of updating... Life's been way busy. Mostly school that is.
I want to reconnect with my friends but my classes get in the way and it seems like school is consuming up my life!

I'm looking forward to winter break.
Not only because I'll be free from school for awhile...
But to see my friends again (hopefully) and... the holidays!
I'm already thinking about all the Christmas gifts I have to get and how broke I will be -_____-



HOWEVER... I just might be getting this baby for Christmas :D This or a Canon T1i. What do you think? I'm a noob but I'm just looking for a pretty good beginner camera to get started. That is if I get one :P